We Shall All Be Healed
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Dear Elle,



Have you ever reached a point where you feel so anxious, and knowingly act sarcastic or bitter, and put up so many facades every day that you can't even tell when you're being sincere anymore?

I also can't figure out if I even care. Maybe I wouldn't be drinking if I did.


I should also probably call you, but I don't know if I'd be able to put into words how useless, alone, and bored I feel right now.

I wish I could have given you a more constructive entry than this, but -- what can you do?





yr hmbl & obt svt,



kev
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i hate the way we expect to fail. and then we fail. and then we get bitter because we've failed.

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i waited for you, but I never told you where I was.
it was you who taught me how to write this kind of equation.
i waited on the steps for you,
and you taught me how to listen to these distant stations,
distant stations.


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current mood: The current mood of kevnation at www.imood.com
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I'm Kevin. I attend Buffalo State College in The Empire State. I am a Social Work major, and therefore love all kinds of people. I hide my emotions, play cards for money, and believe in God.

Music-wise, I listen to The Mountain Goats, John Vanderslice, Animal Collective, John Mayer, Mars Volta, Modern Skirts, Matt Pond PA, The Smiths, The Prayers & Tears of Arthur Digby Sellers, Sufjan Stevens, Head Automatica, Why?, Coheed and Cambria, and other stuff.

I enjoy reading The Bible, Sherwood Andersen, CS Lewis, John Steinbeck (favorite author), Dean Koontz, Henry David Thoreau, Stephen King, and Eugene Peterson.

I'm an avid poet (not so much anymore) and reader of poetry. My favorite poets are Stanley Kunitz, Alan Ginsberg, Tuli Kupferberg, Bret Hubinger (AACC Professor!), Walt Whitman, and Edward Thomas.

June
6/4 - Birthday


you're # on my list of favorite people

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